But hey! Recently I uploaded Souzou Forest (Imagination Forest) chorus! =w=; Not the /BEST/ mix but hey ='D It's getting better..ish...orz
And since I was planning to mix the piano version too, I have the box link right here~ >> https://www.box.com/s/
Hopefully video will be up before I go back to school...At least if I'm motivated to do it //slapped
It can't be right? I mean, you are the one drawing me to love you again.
I thought I got over these feelings, but I guess not.
My heart can only think of you.
My mind is always wanting you.
I'm always waiting for you to come.
I'm just wanting you again.
Is that bad?
I know I shouldn't fall in love with you, but even so
my feelings cannot be contained.
It's everything about you that is drawing me back again.
I know I shouldn't fall in love with you, but you're making all these feelings come back.
And you're making it more easier to fall in love with you each time we talk.
I want to be more closer to you.
Even though our distances are far, I know our minds and hearts aren't.
But even so, I know you're in love with someone else.
I know you love her too, but sometimes I want to question; would you have wanted to go out with me?
Selfish? Greedy? Arrogant? Ironic?
Call what you want, but no matter what, I'll always have these feelings for him.
I don't want them gone because it's these feelings that are keeping us tied.
No matter what happens, I want to keep you with me.
Stay by my side, and hear me when no one else can.
I don't want you to disappear yet.
At least, not right now.
And never leave me.
Is that too much to ask?
We started with a simple "Hello"
and I don't want to end with a hurtful "Goodbye"
Your voice soothes everything in me.
I want you to stay.
Even if you don't want to accept these feelings of mine, that's okay.
Because...no matter what, I just want to keep things the way they are now.
So I'll ask again.
Is it bad that I fell in love with you again?
; 7; Sorry, I guess blogging isn't just my forte guys LOOL //slap I TRY OKYA Q7Q AT LEAST GIVE ME CREDIT FOR AN ATTEMPT TO UPDATE THIS EVERY...15 WEEKS 8D;; OTZ #corner
But yea ovo Winter break~! o7o don't know if I'll be on or not /probablywillbeorz/ Buttttt I'll see if I can be on and get going on uploading some choruses down o^o aggeesss since I mixed one and I attempted today again after a few weeks. Got to say, this is probably somewhat the worst mix I've ever EVER done orz ;7; Rusty but I'll get back into the system lol
Been wanting to make a chorus of this for a while...It's a bit MEEEHHH but lol I'm old and rusty from not mixing for a few weeks ovo Preview video should be up, HOPEFFFULLLYY video full mixed and animated will be up this week 070;; sometime...I think. |D IDK
Haven’t you ever just wonder, “Why do I cry for this?”
“What is making me cry??”
It’s always been a question of what and why.
But what if we ask “how?”
“How did these tears get here?”
“How does this make me cry?”
“How come this just hurts?”
Ever tried that? Aha, I haven’t either.
Sometimes when we cry, humans always cry on the outside.
Which is more noticeable than how others cry.
And it’s nice to cry on their face because then they can have the comfort they want and need.
What about those who…cry inside??
It’s harder to notice of course, and humans tend to ignore it more easily.
“Tears aren’t coming from my eyes, so why am I crying?”
In my opinion, humans are emotionally unstable every day.
Yeah sure we laugh and smile, can those be what we call “tears”?
True I maybe thinking about this too much.
But think about it. Ever had that one friend who looks sad and hurt as heck, and you ask them “Are you okay?”
“Is everything okay?”
Sometimes if we’re lucky we get people to tell them what’s weighing their hearts down to make them cry.
But then, there are those who can pretend everything is fine.
“Yeah, everything is fine! Don’t worry about it.”
“Don’t worry about it, I’ll be fine.”
It’s understandable if they want to keep them a secret or its very personal.
I’m like that because its personal to me and I’d rather not bother people with my problems.
Sometimes people like me are crying in front of others.
Not noticeable tears, but the tears within us.
It’s hard and lonesome when we cry alone.
It’s painful to cry inside and for no one to notice them.
And it makes it hard to keep those happy tears with the sad tears we cry.
So, next time someone is sad or hurt and they won’t tell you why,
Just hug them and say “It’s alright to cry now. I’m listening to you.”
It could really make those tears of lies disappear from their inside.
I know I want someone like that for me.
New Chorus Mix PSSHAWWWW:『 アンサー 』合唱【 ６人＋１ 】
Hopefully I get the video out todayyyy otherwise...later this week LOOOL; orz
You guys remember the virgin suicides chorus preview I mixed and uploaded onto YouTube... =w=);; Well...it's up now 8D for like..almost a whole week now. BUT YEA PSSHHAAWWWW!!!!
ovo Buut, thought I'd post something useful LOL; So here 8D *shoves*
Not too long ago Nico Nico Douga （ニコニコ動画）released their official English site! That's right! The English version of Nico Nico Douga has finally arrived!
There are a lot of new features such as allowing you to enable or disable the download link to and from Nico Sounds! The website format has changed dramatically! Users who were used to the Japanese version only of Nico Douga can switch back to the original style if you prefer that format, but if you wish to use the English Format of Nico Douga, sorry but you'll have to adjust to the new format and settings on Nico Douga as I will too.
You are now able to recommend videos! A bit like YouTube homepage where they'll recommend videos based on what you watch. But on Nico the format is a bit different. I would go into details, but I'll allow you guys get into that!
Also! A very cool feature that Nico Douga has is if you speak Japanese (fluently or decently to understand) they'll allow you to translate the videos! It is a really cool feature for the non-Japanese speakers. What this feature does is, lets say a Nico Singer uploads a cover, and of course they'll naturally say what they want in the description box. And all you non-Japanese native speakers don't know what they're saying in the description box aside from all the basic such as Mylist, Mix, lyrics, etc etc. What this features allows other users to translate the content into English or Japanese (if the content is an English native speaker). A really nice feature, but do keep in mind not ALL videos of Japanese contents will be in English. Only if users are willing to do it, then it will be.
There are some features that have remained the same (as far as I can see) you can still edit tags like originally, add videos to MyList, check your favorites and watchers and more. They're tried to keep everything from the Japanese version and just move it into the English version of Nico Douga. Along with just a few new features on the English.
In case you guys haven't seen or checked it out! I recommend you do that! It's a very wonderful to English speakers (Especially in the USA) Still the same URL, www.nicovideo.jp , depending where you live Nico Douga should be able to find your location and change to English. IF NOT, scroll down to the bottom of the page and click on " 言語 " and change into "English (US)". Now of course as I said before, if you prefer the original format then by all means go and stay with it. But the original format may or may not show for all, I'm unsure if it does still show for all
There was a lone star, at the edge of this sky
Just like this world we are now on
It's a place that was teeming with life
But the people were then desiring too much and slowly
The breath of life that their world once had, was stopped and extinguished
A long, long period has then passed me by
And I suddenly heard
It was your voice, it was your voice
Faintly, it called out to me
I have evolved into a bird
And for long distances I continued to journey
A thousand stars I have traversed
To reach the place where you are
My body is burning out
Yet even if it is reduced to mere ashes
My heart will still conquer through time
And soar to our promised place...for you
Even if I eventually lose my precious memories
Even if there is no audience to my fading existence
A long long period has then passed me by
And I finally arrived
On our star, on our star
Where you continued to wait...for me
Why don't we give this place we're in the same name
Same as the world where you and I have been born oh
In order for life in this world
To be born once more, to continue to thrive
Our two hearts have become one
Enclosed in a glittering light
We swear never to err once more
Never to repeat the sins of before
And my song of love will go on
As I forever sing for this world
=v=);; I've just been caught up with school work and everything that I haven't had time to post on here often....FFFF--Actually in reality I've just been lazy to post on here LOLOLOL //slapped and shot ; v ; But no like, I have been busy. 8D I've posted some of the choruses I've mixed and posted on here. But like I haven't posted any poems, stories, or like ovo; updates / blog of my life 8DD eve; I'll get that going on again lol It would be a better effect if I had like a webcam or like a digital camera to take pictures to show you guys the stupid doodles I do at school during class when I feel like not paying attention to the teacher BD Smart person here, Ikr. AND YET I continue to question myself ono How do I do so well in school yet bs everything and not really pay attention during class lectures and doodle away in my notes LOOOOL BD ovo; Idk, I'm a weirdo like that guys lol BD YEP. THE BIGGEST BSER YOU'LL EVER FIND AND YET SOMEONE THAT PASSES HER CLASS LIKE IT'S NOTHING. Messed up person I am here ovo)b GJWIOGJWEIO but like uhmmmmmmmm yea getting back to topic of the line BV
But like during the doodles, I sometimes write poems and stories in my binders when I really don't pay attention =v=; man you guys should see my American History notebook. OMG. It's filled with so much scribbles of my signatures and doodles and like IDK ANYMORE LOL Plus, you guys know waaaayyy back on that one post, that I do not remember when I posted on, where I said I was planning to write "You and A Beautiful World" story BD AWH YEAHHHHH!! That story is coming along...slowly orz ; v ;) I can't really put time at home to write the story because 1) I'm just plain, PLAIN, lazy to have self determination to do it and 2) >V I BLAME SCHOOL WORK //slapped
ouo) Sometimes if I actually do finish like a poem or super short story at school that I do when not paying attention, I'll post them here \o\ Even if they're private ovo I don't mind. >v>); I think I still have some from last year that I could probably post. And like others that I can dig through my piles of paper that are like SUPER old but like BD I'll find and post them on here. ovo I'm a sucky writer B( I KNOW THAT. But do keep in mind I'm a writer in progress. Sometimes I write on here to let out feelings from life. Like stress, sadness, joy, etc. etc. Generally I kind of don't care if it's private of my feelings. But if I feel like these updates / blogs are too private I won't post it of course B(
If during this week I can find those old stories / poems from last year and the years before, I'll post ;w; Though I'm sure not a lot of people read this blog BUT OH WELL *CHUCKS BOOKS AT THEM* This will get noticed...soon orz
ovo I just ranted didn't I? LOL That's another thing about me guys, I WILL RANT EVERYWHERE 8D If you follow me on Twitter, I rant so much that I even created bots to rant for me when I'm not on BWA!HA!HA!HA!HA!HA!HA!HA! BD (Bleach reference here)
o vo yea, I know those bots are very weird if you follow me. (◕▽◕)o彡ﾟ That's why, GO FOLLOW ME //SHOT jk don't, I'm on private and I only allow certain people follow me if I know they're not spammers and.... ovo;; yeah lol
<(╹Д╹)/ Yeah I think that's enough ranting now lol But like expect (hopefully) posts and more updates in the future from me!
QuQ But like yeah, so happy for this mix. I would go ask someone to mix this for me but currently I don't know anyone like that (aside from me that is orz) ; 7;)/ so hopefully expect this to be out this week or next! But probably this week
box link > ouo) Desu, click right here!