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So, when I found out how UTAU works. I then gave up the next instant because otos are WAAAAYYY to hard to edit. LIKE WTF! HOW DOES IT WORK AND LIKE I NEED TO RE-RECORD MIRA'S VOICEBANKA FNWEIOFJWEJIOWJWEIOFWJ I. Am. SO. Lost. Q7Q)!

BUT. I'll keep trying with utau *^*)! Trying to figure out how to edit an UST and how to do all the non-less fancy stuff desu

o7o Uhmm....idk. I need to get my Servant of Evil story up and get going on other stories / poems/ etc. 8D;;
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There was once a scientist, who lived all by himself. He was never alone forever, he once had a younger sister live with him. But, his sister was very fragile, sick with an unknown disease. The scientist was sadden. He was tired of being all alone. So the scientist began to work. Creating his life's creation.

He devoted time and energy into his work, creating his work to be like a "human." Years went on. Researching every day. Little sleep, working all night. When finally...his devoted time and effort, had came. He created his life's creation. A robot girl. A robot like human. Only scientists would call a "miracle."

But, even if this was his creation, even though this robot girl can do tasks beyond human. The scientist felt, and saw, that the robot girl was missing something. Something that couldn't be created easily by man. Something humans would call, a "heart." With little time left, the scientist began to work. He began to create a program.

As time goes on, his life got shorter, and shorter. The robot girl didn't understand. "What is it that you are trying to build master?" she asked the scientist. The scientist stared at her with sorrowful eyes and said, "One day...Just one day, you will see...just wait for it...and you will understand."

Those where his last word to his creation.

The program hat begun to install, the robot girl had "received" her HEART. She tried to comprehend the program that was left, but too much was being gather. She began to tremble, tears began to run down her eyes, her HEART began to beat. She began to realize, her true reason for being created.

"He must have been sad, being all alone like this...I wasn't created for mankind's reason, I was created for his life...He was all alone...Sad...It must have been painful Master...It was truly a miracle being put onto this world. Thank you, thank you for creating me. Thank you for all the time we have spent together. Thank you for giving me my HEART. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you...! I will keep living until my was truly a miracle...Thank you."

Singing her final words, the robot girl began to malfunction. Falling upon the ground, she lays there. Lifelessly. But upon her face there was a smile. She smiled happily, like an angel.
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 I remember a time. A time and place of where we were together. I didn't need any more nor did I need more. I had all I needed. 
Until...that day....Everything was destroyed. My hopes to live. My reasons. My heart. soul. Everything went down into the drain like it was nothing.
"Why you?" I always asked. Everything. Why...I need you most! When you were my everything! Couldn't it have been someone else?? Why....? I kept everything far away from me. I was left alone. No one loved me. Forgotten by humans. All of my world was colorless...

Everything hurts. It's dark here. I'm scared. I'm alone...come back....please...

"What kind of place is it like there? Have you arrived there yet? And when you do, write back to me." I say to you. For you, a whole new world is opening. The doors widen and you're moving far ahead of me. It would be wonderful if my voice and prayers reached you. There is no other color just like you. You're bright, vivid. And beautiful. An admirable color.

But somehow, that loving color of mine and yours has somehow became a painful one to my eye. It's dull. Meaningless. And has no meaning. It's almost sad; it's as it's parting me from you. My ordinary life used to be filled with crimson. What was so crimson? Love. Graceful love that I had received from you. It was beautiful and dark that you gave to me, the graceful love lifted my heart and life.

Even though you're not here anymore and everything pains me. I can still believe, somewhere far away, you and I can still meet one more. Days go on painfully. Slowly, but surely, we can move on and still be who we were and are. When the door closes, I'll get used to be apart from you. Your gentle smile will become the radiant sun. Smokse of you will become the cloud that soon becomes rain.

My ordinary life that was attached with crimson has become something painful to me now. The dull, colorful crimson was your love. Our graceful love.



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