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 To reach, to pray
these calls that I make
are forever in silence
they once again shatter

I stand here once again
looking left to right
gazing upon nothing
seeing a monochrome world

A colorless world,

The smiles I smile everyday,
are just for image, a show
A display
Nothing more.

Happiness can never reached
my heart again
It was there once,
but not it's forever gone.

Everyday, a prayer is made,
All is heard but mine

 To reach, to pray
these calls that I make
are forever in silence
they once again shatter

The echos that are made
within my voices fade
in a monochrome world

The calls never reach
my voice fades.

Days going by, slowly hearing
a ticktock of a clock
Time began to stop
in the world.

People move onward toward nothingness
We don't have reason to live in the world,
rather we find the reasons to 'live' in this world
Opening, and closing to a colorless world

To reach, to pray,
these calls that I made
are forever in silence
They once shatter again

My voice begins to fade slowly
The calls of my prayers shatter
Away into this monochrome world!

Empty World

Jul. 4th, 2012 06:57 pm
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 I used to be able to smile
I used to be able to laugh
I had everything I thought
I could have
But it was
all a 
lie.

I don't exist anymore
No character
or personality
Just a hollow body

Feelings don't exist in me
that much
Hate
Anger
Sadness
Pain
Jealous
All that's left to feel
is all the negative
parts of life.

I may have a name
But it means nothing
to my eyes or heart

Friends?
I pray I have some
But in reality,
I don't.
None.


The world is cruel
Indeed it is
But even so,
I can't stand
how alone I'm always am

It's painful
It hurts
and scary.
I don't like this feeling.
But everyone no
longer sees me anymore

I cry alone to get
rid of my loneliness
and
hurt myself to forget
But never works out

In the end,
I'm just a
forgotten
life no one
cares about

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